December 2010
How i always think i'll spend my new years:
ilaaavyou: How i’ll ACTUALLY spend it :
Dec 31st
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Frustrated.
Ok so it’s been almost two weeks. Just saying. Very, very, very frustrated.
Dec 31st
“At some point in your adult life, you’ve probably walked into a party and felt a...”
– http://www.allenandunwin.com/default.aspx?page=94&book=9781741758498 (via natalie) If I was Oprah I would buy 10 billion copies of this book (Screw Inner Beauty/ Lessons from the Fatosphere) and distribute them everywhere. (via definatalie) Wow, this is such an awesome reminder. Women are the...
Dec 31st
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Buffy The Vampire Slayer.
Ok, so I’m watching this episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer called “Hush”. It is one of the scariest things I have ever seen in my life, but apparently has a very deep meaning? The synopsis is that these demons travel from town to town and steal everyone’s voices so that they can’t scream when their hearts are taken out because the demons, some of the scariest...
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
Wig.
My sister bought me a wig today and I have to say that when I put this on I feel like my name is Trischelle. Lol. It looks really cute. Now I want to find more. Still obsessed with the Gyaru wigs. I would like a new one very much so. I’ll post a picture of me and my wig later. How we all look before we put on our wigs. Lol. ^_^
Dec 30th
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
Dying.
I really do hate when I get in those moments where I actually think about dying and what is going to happen afterwards. It tends to happen a lot when Ophelia is here. It’s so dark. I hate that feeling sometimes you know? It’s like I automatically think that for some reason I am going to hell. I hate being a Debbie Downer, but the feeling just came over me. Hopefully it leaves soon.
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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Sims 3
I am in Bum City once again, but this time for another reason. I don’t even feel like typing today. Sims 3. Oh yes. This is one of my families by the way. They’re ultra fierce.
Dec 29th
Dec 26th
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I'm hating the way I look right now.
Ophelia must be on the way. I hate when that happens. I get super moody, I’m angry and irritable. Sad.  And I hate the way I look. But I wouldn’t trade anything for the joy I feel when I realize she’s here. 
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
So I'm thinking about getting a new wig.
The one I have right now is surprisingly still getting compliments, I don’t know how. It’s like a year old and ratty, matted and super tangled. But thanks. I just really  would like another one. I want a medium length and long one. I’d like to mix it up. I’m dying to get a brightly colored one. Aggh. SO fun. I’m still into the Ulzzang and Hime Gyaru look, so...
Dec 24th
So I guess I'm playing the part of the Grinch this...
Everyone in this house is pissing me off. I’m in the wrong for being upset at my mom constantly talking shit about me and to me. I keep “talking back” and when I get upset everyone thinks I’m being unreasonable. This morning I was getting ready for lunch and everyone kept trying to rush me out of the bathroom. I couldn’t even finish getting ready in there. And then we...
Dec 24th
Hardcore.
I’m so tired my teeth hurt. I need to go to sleep. Wild’n cause I’m young.
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picturesofmymother asked: thanks for your submission to picturesofmymother.com. Your image is up on the site today. Be sure to tell 1000 people ;-)
Dec 22nd
picturesofmymother asked: thanks for your submission to picturesofmymother.com. Your image is up on the site today. Be sure to tell 1000 people ;-)
Dec 22nd
I just got my grades back!
And I’ve got to say that I’m really proud of myself. I thought they were going to be horrible, but they are really good. I got 2 A’s, 3 B’s and one D. The “D” is a result of my the hard time I had in my Design class. Way too much drama and something I’m not really happy about, but I’ll take that class next fall and hopefully I won’t...
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
I saw you naked!
My roommate and her beau totally just walked into the apartment about 10 minutes ago and almost saw me naked. I was lotioning myself on the couch. Not like that perv. Black people HAVE to use lotion all the time, especially after bathing. So anyway they come in and I have to shout, “HOLD ON A MIN!”. I automatically get flashbacks of me and a certain friend half naked on the couch...
Dec 20th
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ListenLove.
Dec 20th
Fell into the bum city trap and so I'm watching an...
In my opinion this was the most gorgeous model there. She got sent home of course, but she was the most beautiful one. All of the other girls on here are either neurotic, pitiful or lifeless. Oh and they’re all white. 
Dec 20th
Bah Humbug.
Hopefully this Christmas is totally better than the last. There is so much pressure for gift giving this year. Everyone is so happy to be home. I’m not home yet, because of my lack of a car that would ultimately result in my failure to attend a friend’s party in Fort Worth today, but I know when I get there I’ll be good for a day or two. Then I’ll start feeling trapped. I...
Dec 20th
Do you believe that everyone deserves a second...
Do you?
Dec 19th
Wow.
It seems like no matter what I do I can’t catch a break when it comes to guys. Either they just want to have sex with me or have nothing much to do with me. They want girls who are more socially acceptable so that they can brag about it to their friends and other guys. Or they just don’t like me. Everything seems perfect, but they just don’t like me. They don’t want to try...
Dec 18th
I don't know if it's just me, but I've always...
Especially when they get older and hotter. http://justdepends.com/fics/wuc/wuc05.php
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It's Complicated
I’m watching It’s Complicated and it’s so cute. Lol. But for some reason I find Alec Baldwin just incredibly handsome. It’s weird. Well seeing that he used to look like this… I think he’s aged nicely. They’re both gorgeous.
Dec 15th
I am really annoyed.
By people sometimes you know? I really don’t like when people act like you’re still apart of their lives and then turn around and show you why and how you’re not. Constantly. “Look how we’re managing without you. We’re having so much fun! But hey, I like your pictures! I like your blog! I like your status update! You’re so funny!” Don’t act...
Dec 15th
WatchWatch
Dec 14th
WatchWatch
This is me under the influence of caffeine. Wow. Lol.
Dec 14th
WatchWatch
This is me under the influence of caffeine. Wow. Lol.
Dec 14th
Ok, so today I have one more final.
My Women Studies final went very well. There were some questions that tripped me up, but I powered through! Yay! And now I’m supposed to be studying for my Design final. I have to make a 100 on this one. Agggh. At least that’s what I’m shooting for, aren’t we all?
Dec 13th
You really want to read what I have to say?
I need funny things, and cute, interesting photography to lure everyone in first. The real shit comes later. I’m just randomly putting these things together. That’s how I get hooked. But if you want me to be real serious, want me to be for real? THAT NIGGA KILLED MAH FATHUUUHHH! No, for serious though. I thought this would be an outlet of some sort, but then I realized I am actually...
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
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